What Happened During Cynthia's Personal Reconnection™
I vacillated back and forth for quite some time before finally deciding to share in my experiences with my 3 Reconnective Healing™ sessions and my Reconnection™.
To be honest I am a very analytical person and more scientific in nature and I am proud of my solid reputation. What I experienced NEVER felt dangerous or inappropriate, but it did turn my viewpoint of what reality is upside down.
So as I share, my hope is that you will not judge what happened; it is after all odd, even to me.
My First Reconnective Healing™ Session
I knew absolutely nothing about this work or any of its phenomenons other than a couple YouTube videos I had seen.
When Josephine started my Reconnective Healing™ session (my eyes were closed) IMMEDIATELY and I do mean immediately I felt this enormous pressure inside my brain as if someone was blowing up my head like it was a balloon.
My eyes started fluttering and I thought, "No way … I have to be making this up." I managed to control my eye movement because quite frankly what was going on in my head was a bit startling.
I had a strange feeling in my limbs. It didn't hurt or tingle or anything but I was restless and would change my position frequently while I lay on the massage table.
(In my next Reconnective Healing™ session, when I did not change my position whenever I felt the need to move, boy did things get interesting.)
Nothing really stuck out in my mind about this session. I was sort of disappointed that I was not seeing anything weird or smelling any fragrances and such. Nothing much happened, other than I felt the need to shift my body around. Towards the end, this sensation was so strong that I felt the need to lie on my left side.
When I did this, it was like something angelic had placed me somewhere I had been, after a very traumatic event, which had taken place a long time ago. The event that took place was part of scientific research which I cannot disclose. (This is deeply personal; so kindly respect my sharing and please do not ask me any questions about it.)
During the event that had taken place on that day, I had been electrocuted and had flatlined. After I was resuscitated, I remember I was lying on my left side in a fetal position, because quite frankly, the event was so physically devastating, I did not think I had enough will to survive.
This was the "location" where I was placed towards the end of my session, as I laid in current time, on my left side on Josephine's massage table.
Only it was as if something had previously lifted me out of that past day's events, earlier in the day, and prior to when I was clinically dead. Then that "something" returned me later in the timeline, back AFTER I had been electrocuted and resuscitated, and back in the timeline after it was all over with and where I was lying on my left side.
When I was placed back down on left my side, I was gently sleeping as if I did not have a care in the world. And I felt a tremendous peace, as I was comfortably lying on Josephine's massage table.
It was not until several days after I had completed my other two Reconnective Healing™ sessions and completed my Reconnection™ that I realized what had happened; that I had received a very profound healing which took place within the first 3 seconds of this first healing session.
Something which in all honesty, I did not believe, I would ever be healed from.
My Second Reconnective Healing™ Session
When I arrived for my second Reconnective Healing™ session, I still had not realized the healing that I had already received. I asked Kirsten if everybody feels something because, as stupid as this sounds, I still really didn't realize anything had happened.
Kirsten asked me if I wanted to feel the frequencies on my hand. I held my hand out and I felt ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. What a disappointment. Here I was thinking, "Oh great! And I am paying how much for this?"
I asked Kirsten if it was alright, if when I felt the need, could I lay on my side or stomach during my session, or did I have to lie on my back? She said its best not to move around, because sometimes the urge to move is in reality a register starting. (Register is what we call a person's physical responses to these frequencies.)
I got up on the massage table.
IMMEDIATELY my eyes went into register. Then just a few minutes into my session, it felt as if someone was tugging at my arm. It was a little creepy. But this time, instead of shifting my weight around to get rid of the feeling, I just laid there.
That's when it got interesting.
It was like there were people moving me all around the table. My arm got pulled above my head. Then the other one. When I tried to help whatever limb was being lifted, that limb would then get slammed back down on the table. Almost rather hard but not hurtful. There was a voice that told me not to help.
"Okay, that was weird." I thought. "Please dear God, tell me I am not going insane now."
Well, my body was dragged around the table. So much so that it became funny. Actually beyond funny, hysterical in fact, and I could not stop laughing because it was soooo funny. And yes this is PHYSICAL moving not something I intuited.
At one point I was half on—half off the table, on my side, but mostly suspended in the air. (I am not making this up and other people all over the world have experienced bizarre things too.) And I was in such a position that it would have been physically IMPOSSIBLE for me to have put myself like this, much less hold myself in this way for several minutes.
Really, I was crying I was laughing so hard. I don't EVEN have a clue as to what all that was about. But it went on for the entire session.
My Third and Last Reconnective Healing™ Session
Having somewhat resolved myself to the fact that I was "not in Kansas" anymore, I was rather curious as to what would happen, on my third and final healing session with Cecilia.
Okay, so the same old, same old … limbs being pulled all over the place; my hands being forced to reach out towards someone, who was not even there; well, okay, that was new. Then…
Then my mouth started moving. First with air passing out. Then with sounds. Then louder until it was VERY OBVIOUS that I was speaking in some strange language, that did not sound like something that was human, by the way.
Yes I KNOW that I sound insane, but may I remind you, that people ALL OVER THE WORLD have been reporting similar events.
At one point I was laying on my back, still speaking, when something from behind and under my shoulders, THREW me up into a sitting position on the table.
Next I felt the same kind of energy that in the first session had filled my head (like someone blowing up a balloon), only this time it went in and filled my ENTIRE body.
Sorry for the vernacular here, but it scared the hell out of me. Here I was, having been (yes this is physically) thrown into a sitting position, while speaking apparently in tongues or something, and "something" was then filling the space of my physical body? OMG.
Then all of a sudden, I realized that what came in, was me. But, not the part of me, that I had ever known.
And as I sat there, on the massage table — with my eyes closed — I LOOKED around the room. Literally looked all around the room, and saw the room, as if my eyes were open.
I then thought, "So THIS is what it feels like to be INSIDE my body."
The next thing I knew, it was as if I had been suspended in that upright sitting position, by a string, and someone had just cut the string. I SLAMMED back down on the massage table.
Totally weird. It didn't even hurt.
My "Two" Reconnection™ Sessions
The first session was amazing and brutal.
Immediately I started moving and it was an amount that felt as if it was similar to someone having a grand mal seizure. Just within a of couple minutes I began talking again, in what I thought at the time was tongues, and yet now I know, it was not.
Whatever I was saying became increasingly more urgent to where I was YELLING insistently. It felt so painful, "whatever" I was trying to convey. At one point, I started crying because of it; and then the ecstasy of the feeling of the energy took over and I began to laugh.
The movement became such an issue that it appeared to my Reconnective Practitioner Simone that I might fall off the table. Concerned for my safety, she gently instructed me to lie back, on the table on my back.
I remember that I had just had this huge surge of energy pouring through my heart chakra area, front and back, and her words, just at that moment, felt as if someone had ripped me away from God.
I laid there on the table sobbing. Saying, "Why did you do that? Why didn't you let me have my reconnection? You weren't supposed to do that."
I was so disturbed by everything I was experiencing, that I felt I needed to stop my session, and actually left.
I just didn't understand what was going on with my body. That kind of energy, even me, with all that I have done, and I had NEVER felt anything like that.
Prior to my last Reconnective Healing™ session, I had never spoken in weird languages before. What the heck was going on? It was VERY disturbing.
Upon returning home, and just as I was setting down my truck keys, my phone rang...
"Cynthia, what are you doing? Are you in that healing class yet?"
"No." I said.
"Well, there is a fire and it is headed out the way of the ranch. I'm on rescue and going to get __________ horses. I can't get there in time to get your kids out. You have to go get them out NOW."
Okay so my friend is a rescue worker of many years. She sounded VERY urgent which isn't like her, even in emergencies, so I knew it was bad.
I later found out that this fire had started just within a couple of miles from where my horses were. And ...
It had started only 5 minutes after I had left Simone's house.
Quickly I did my remote thing, and did a frequency (we'll just call it a blanketing thing as I can't say anything more about it) for the ranch and neighbors where my horses were at. I then drove out to the barn.
As I got there, I was told the ash was just starting to fall there, and the temperature at the ranch was IMMENSELY hot. Those of you having gone through fires will relate to this. It is amazing how hot it gets.
The air quality wasn't too bad yet. But wanting to be safe rather than sorry, I got a face mask anyway and felt the need to put on two, one over the other.
Next, the strangest thing happened. Within a short period of time after I had arrived at the ranch, the temperature dropped, about 20 degrees. It became a cool, ocean breeze sort of day at the ranch.
And the air cleared to where I did not need my mask. I could smell the eucalyptus trees, but not the smoke.
As I looked up at the sky, it was somewhat brown all around. But directly overhead it was clear blue, with white puffy clouds. Throughout that day, calls kept coming in urgently telling me how bad it was where my horses were; and to get them out. Yet at the barn, it was breezy, with clean air.
It even felt safe enough to where I went HOME to sleep. Something I do not do in fires. Another thing I do not do, is NOT take my horses out. In fact, I am always the first to leave. A trainer, in fact, said she was shocked that I was so calm and hadn't taken them out. (I'm sort of the safety 101 girl.) But I just wasn't feeling it. I did not feel any danger at all; and yes it is rude to brag, but my radar is pretty spot on.
So the next day I went back to Simone, to start The Reconnection™ over.
We talked about my movement and my physical safety in regards to falling off the table. Never once by the way did I ever do so, or did it ever feel like I was going to. But Simone I think wanted to make sure I understood that it was okay what happened. Everything had been all right. And when a person's safety is concerned, it is appropriate to talk to them in such situations (even while in the middle of The Reconnection™ session); and that speaking in such instances would not "ruin" it.
I was worried she was not going to be able to accomplish whatever she was going to do to me, because of all my movement. So I was determined this time, that I would not move.
I was doing everything I could, to make sure, I didn't start talking in that weird language again. My "trying to control what was going on," made my jaw feel like it was going to dislocate, because of my resistance.
Finally, I decided I would just pretend that I was dead, until it was over.
Needless to say, I kept moving anyway.
At the end, I told Simone what I had done with "playing dead" because I was worried that I had blocked out what she was doing and I wouldn't get my Reconnection™.
I was also scared that, maybe that wonderful part of myself that did speak in whatever language that was, would never return; like I had just rejected my own Soul. It was in fact, very painful for me.
Simone hugged me warmly before I left, and smiled sweetly, as she told me not to worry; that nothing could block out my gift … that I was indeed being reconnected to All That Is.
But I went home and cried. The next day I was so sad. I was contemplating, "Did maybe my session the first time, get interrupted because the Universe didn't even want me in this game?"
I mean come on, who am I to want to facilitate healing for someone? You know, of this kind of magnitude.
I just cried and cried and felt so completely all alone in the Universe, and even was quite late to my last Reconnection™ session because I could hardly stop crying.
Before my "official" second Reconnection™ session, I needed to talk to Simone about my "weird language talking" thing. To be honest, I was kind of embarrassed, and was self conscious.
Simone was so great in sharing with me how exciting that was for her to witness. I guess maybe I just needed to know she was okay with it.
I laid down on the table.
Within seconds the movement started.
Only this time it seemed to stay within the confines of the table. I left it alone this time, and did not try to control it. I just let it be and it did indeed take over again.
Nothing to concern me or Simone. I never once veered towards to edge of the table. But that first time, really, it was like I was going to bounce off and crack my head open on the tiles below. Simone had even brought in special pads for the floor just in case.
However this time, the movement was not such that it would interfere with what Simone needed to do. Nor did it place me, where anyone would have been concerned for my safety; like it had on that first day.
"Had something been trying to get me out of that first session?" I wondered.
Then, the talking started.
Only this time, I actually knew what I was saying. And I was even singing in it as the session continued and laughing, playing with the energy as it was flowing through me.
I did have conversations with … I don't know what you would call them. They spoke to me in English, and I spoke to them in that weird language. They were trying to teach me how to see them.
I was told about my life, and why certain things happened in my youth; why it had been "necessary" for me to participate in all the research, that I had been a part of throughout my life. And I was also told, that things that had been brutally and soulfully painful for me, had been healed. I was also told about some things coming up in my life, and why.
I have no idea why my sessions happened the way they did. And maybe it was all just coincidence.
But just like a sign post guides the way, the unplugged telephone and unplugged answering machine, in the room where I was, in my last and final Reconnection™ session, turned on and rang … not once, but twice.
Remember, I have a witness, Simone.
My computer had not worked all that day, prior to my last session, such that I had to phone my computer tech guy. And two other pieces of electrical equipment were doing odd things, on and off, in the evening when I returned but then later on, mysteriously began working properly again, all by themselves.
In addition, the elevator in the building where I lived, would sound an alarm or jump each time I stepped into it, such that I chose to take the stairs for awhile. And when I was purchasing a pair of jeans during this time, the salesperson could not get the scanner to read the tag on the jeans, until I backed up ten feet.
(Electrical malfunctions are common phenomenon that has been documented with people who have been introduced to Reconnective Healing™ and The Reconnection™.)
And before I went to sleep that night, the sheriff's reports on the fire (which had started just two days before and only a couple of miles away from and burning directly towards my horses), stated that the fire had burned through 17,400 acres, injured 9 firefighters, there were 214 fire engines, 21 helicopters, 8 air tankers, 63 fire hand crews, 32 bulldozers and more than 2,750 firefighters working the fire.
The sheriff's report that night also stated that the majority of the fire had already been contained. Which meant, my horses were pretty much out of danger and safe.
It did in fact BURN within ONLY 2 MILES of where my horses were located.
A woman (who's horse Ben that lived in the paddock right next to my horses) who had brought 2 other horses over to our ranch from another ranch just a couple of miles away, said that the firefighters had told her they were calling THIS fire a phenomenon. Because the fire had gone down into the ground and into the roots of the plants AND after the firefighters had thought they had put the fire out, the fire came back up out of the ground, IN THE SAME SPOT that had previously burned. It stayed in the same place, even though there was nothing more to burn.
A few days later, and for a period of several days, each night before I went to bed, the palms of my hands and my fingertips, LITERALLLY and VISIBLY glowed in the dark.
I later asked one of the scientists (who was one of the scientists from the University of Arizona, who did the scientific research on Reconnective Practitioners, which I participated in) if he knew what this was. He said that scientists were, in fact, able to measure such phenomenon. And that it was a type of light, that is not of this dimension; which apparently, now I can see.
The funny thing was, that on the way home that night after speaking with that particular scientist, me and another Reconnective Practitioner, drove home taking the same freeway ... where a giant tree, right by the side of the freeway, was on fire. Just the tree and nothing else. (Keep in mind, that the Los Angeles fire department would have a record of it; which would correlate with the date when I spoke to the scientist.)
The next day, the other Reconnective Practitioner told me, he had joked with his friends that night saying, "I saw a burning bush on my way home after work today. How was your day?"
In my truck on my way home that evening, when I also had passed by the on-fire, giant, burning-bush, looking tree; I had also chuckled to myself, thinking the same thing.
Do I know what all this means? No. Do I need to? No. But for some odd reason, I KNOW I am not alone in this thing with this energy. To me, clearly, SOMETHING is communicating with me about it.
I am sharing all of the above as truth, under penalty of perjury.
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